Classic Beauty.

Marilyn Monroe ♥

Beautiful ♥

I was so unique

Now I feel skin deep

I count on the make-up to cover it all

Crying myself to sleep cause I cannot keep their attention

I thought I could be strong

But it's killing me

Does someone hear my cry?

I'm dying for new life

I want to be beautiful

Make you stand in awe

Look inside my heart,

and be amazed

I want to hear you say

who I am is quite enough

just want to be worthy of love

And beautiful

Sometimes I wish I was someone other than me

Fighting to make the mirror happy

Trying to find whatever is missing

Won't you help me back to glory

I want to be beautiful

Make you stand in awe

Look inside my heart,

and be amazed

I want to hear you say

Who I am is quite enough

just want to be worthy of love

and beautiful

You make me beautiful

You make me stand in awe

You step inside my heart, and I am amazed

I love to hear you say

Who I am is quite enough

You make me worthy of love and beautiful.

what happens next?

I feel I haven't worked hard at anything really. I have goals but i seem to never accomplish them. and i really don't know why. it's so frustrating and i don't understand why i don't seem to want to do it. I have nothing else right now so i know i can accomplish so much but i keep doubting myself. and i keep telling myself oh next week you can try or the week after or you have the rest of the year. maybe I'm just looking for the easy way out and waiting for something good to happen when i know it's not going to. you can't have things you don't work for. that would be selfish. i don't want to be that type of person. I want to be proud of myself. i want to do so much but i don't know where to start. maybe I'm so down on myself that lately i just haven't had the motivation too. and that sucks because i know I'm the only person who can get me that far. I'm so disappointed in myself. i know i can do better than i am and i know i can do anything i want so why haven't I? and i know I'm the only one to blame. it's my fault i haven't gone far. I think if i really want something I'll do whatever it takes to get it. I know i just need to start realizing it.

Stoked !

GOING TO ST. GEORGE NEXT WEEK BIOTCHES !

SOOO STOKED !

FINALLY GETTING OUT OF THE HOUSE

TO DO SOMETHING FUN.

:)

NUFF SAID.

Dear Life:

Sorry I let you down.

Just some thoughts :)

So I just got done reading Martin Luther King's "I have a dream" speech. I honestly haven't read it for a while. Just reading it makes you realize how far we've come but yet there is still along way to go until theirs peace on earth. If I could go back to any year I think I would want to go to the 50's and 60's when discrimination was so powerful. and to be able to be at the Lincoln memorial when Martin Luther King gave his speech would be amazing. To be able to experience the civil rights movements would be a life changing. I still can't grasp that concept though that discrimination will change. I believe no matter what people do or say it will still be around. there's too much negativity in the world.

On a different subject, I really hate it when you have your own belief's on things but people aren't happy with that. People just can't let that go. And I understand that you want to share your thoughts but please just share them once. I heard what you have to say and i was respectful enough to listen but nothing is gonna change how i feel. And i also like to share to other people my view on the subject to express how i feel but i just do it once and let it go. And I love hearing what other people have to say so I can get different opinions and ideas on the subject but that still isn't going to change how I feel. thanks anyways :)

Anyways I have been reading alot lately on different topics lol. I love reading and learning. I always read alot about the holocaust because to me it's mind-boggling that something like that happened. And I believe it did happen. (alot of people don't) And the things the jews went through and still survived is amazing to me and it gives you hope that you can survive through anything. And I can't let go of the fact that one person (hitler) could make that all happen. that Hitler's german army could kill 6 million HUMAN BEINGS all because they were jewish. (And some believe hitler was part jewish.) I've also read alot of survival stories and it takes you more into exactly what really happened and it gives you a different prospective about the holocaust. I love learning about history :)

I have alot more books that i'm reading but i'll blog about those later. lol.

summer of love.

The one place I want to be at right now ♥

just some of my fav quotes :)

I believe everything happens for a reason.

People change so you learn to let go,

Things go wrong so that you can appreciate them

when they're right, you believe lies so you

eventually learn to trust no one but yourself,

and sometimes good things fall apart so better

things can fall together. -Marilyn Monroe

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So

love the people who treat you right, forget about the

ones who don't and believe everything happens for a

reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life,

let it. Nobody said that i'd be easy, they just promised it

would be worth it.

Imperfection is beauty.

madness is genius.

&&&

I'ts better to be absoluetly ridiculous

then absolutely boring.

There are things you don't want to happen

but you have to accept && there are things

you don't want to know but you have to

learn && there are people you can't live

without but you have to let go...

It doesn't matter anymore

i guess things happen for a reason. Tears eventually fade

and one day everything will be exactly how it's supposed

to be. Moving on is a process &+ you have to promise

yourself you're really ready to let go <3